Esdeath x Male!Reader Pt.3: To Stay With You

Warning: this chapter has some graphic scenes.
Sorry I made this one longer than I meant to, but I think it was worth it.

You were in the meeting room with the other Jaegers, getting ready to leave the capital to hunt down the new danger beasts. Esdeath walked in and held out a box for you.

“What’s this?” you asked, accepting the box. You opened it and saw a set of clothes. A dark gold shirt, a black vest and dark brown pants.

“It’s your new uniform, you’ve been wearing a recruit’s uniform since you joined us. I thought it was time for your own look. I picked it out myself. Do you like it (y/n)?" She asked, blushing and looking away from you trying to hide it.

“I love it. Though the vest might make me look like a bartender, don’t you think?” you answered, giving her a smile.

“I think it’s nice. Ran and Wave both wear jackets and it’s not even cold.” said Kurome, eating her snacks. At this point you thought it was stranger when she wasn’t eating than when she was.

“Hey! I’m a man of the sea, it gets cold in the middle of the ocean, not to mention when it rains. This way I’m ready for whatever Mother Nature throws at me.” Said Wave with a proud look on his face.

“And I’ve been told I look rather handsome dressed this way.” Said Ran.

“Um, I think I'll go change into these then. Be right back.” you said, making for the other room before things got weirder. Though you did want to stay a bit longer just to see what might happen.

“Want some help?” asked Esdeath, as you left.

“N-N-No thank you!” you shouted, as you ran out.

“Did I mess up a chance to be with alone him?” Esdeath asked, holding her chin.
The others looked at one another, not knowing how to handle the two awkward lovers in front of them. “What is it?” she asked them, calling their attention back.

“You don’t have to worry general. When two people are in love they usually don’t know what to do at the beginning of their relationship. But that is how you know it’s real, because you want to spend time with each other but just don’t know what to do together. Me and my wife went through the same thing when we first started going out.” Reassured Bols.

“Is that so? Very well then, I just have to be patient and make him feel more comfortable around me.” Esdeath said, as if making a battle plan.

You came back out fully dressed in your new cloths, trying to bring up the sleeves to your elbows.

“Here let me get that for you.” said Esdeath, as she walked over to help you. She started rolling your sleeve up, with a gentle smile on her face. Your eyes widened and you started to blush.

“Um, t-t-thanks.” You said, bowing your head, whether to show gratitude or to hide how red your face was, maybe both.

*Time skip a few hours*

You were in the forests outside the capital with Ran, fighting the new humanoid danger beasts. You had come a long way in your training, you took down most of the danger beasts without using too much power. Your fighting style focused around you covering your body with an electric current and then fight normally, using your Imperial Arms mainly for support rather than relying solely on it to fight. You shot down a few danger beasts who were trying to run with small lightning bolts, that where as small as bullets but at least twenty times stronger, with an electric effect. So even if you didn’t kill them in one shot you still left them paralyzed.

“Very impressive (y/n), you’ve come a long way from when I first saw you fight. Back then you could barely control how much power you put out during your attacks, now look at you.” said Ran, with a proud look on his face. You could tell he was happy for as a friend and not as someone who was only interested in your power.

“Thanks, I owe it to you and the others, you all helped me train to get this powerful.” You said, making your armor break apart and hide around your body.

“Let’s take a few of these back with us. The minister said he wanted to have his men study them.” Stated Ran. You nodded and picked up the closest one. The two of you soon met up with Kurome and Esdeath, who had frozen some of the danger beasts solid.

“Oh, you two are back, how was your hunt?” Esdeath asked, before looking back at Kurome who was getting close to the frozen monsters with her moth opened. “It’s not a snack.” She said, disappointing Kurome.

“That has to be said.” You thought to yourself, as you saw just how big the small girls’ appetite really was. “Where’re the others?” you asked looking around for missing teammates.

“Seryu and the others are clearing any beasts that might be near the roads.” Answered Kurome, still saddened that she didn’t get to eat one of their prey.

*Time skip another few hours*

Bols, Wave and Kurome went back to the capital with the captured monsters, while you and the others began to head for the mountain. You picked up some flying danger beasts to ride to the summit, you started to shake as you got closer to your ride. To the side Ran gestured Esdeath to you. “(Y/n) doesn’t seem to know how to handle these, maybe he should ride with someone.” He said giving her subtle hints on how she could take advantage of the situation. Esdeath gave him a nod and walked over to you.

“(Y/n) why don’t you ride with me? It’ll be dangerous if you try to fly one of these without experience.” She said, reaching her hand out inviting you.

You looked at the beast next to you and thought of all the ways you could die if you flew alone. You could fall off, the beast could sense your fear and turn against you and try to eat you or you could accidently fly the thing into the ground or a mountain side. You hated how your mind would torture you whenever you got scared.

“Yeah, that sounds like a good idea, thanks.” You said (traumatized by your own imagination), accepting her hand and following her to creature.

She helped you get on its back and then climbed on, in front of you. She looked back to your worried face, as you kept looking around. "So cute, that inexperience really just makes me love (y/n) more and more." she thought to herself and then began to blush. "Ready?" she asked you.

"Y-y-yeah lets g-g-go." you said shaking. Esdeath then called out to the beast and it took off. She looked back again to see how you were doing. Your (h/l)(h/c) was blowing back a bit and had your (e/c) eyes shut tight and were holding onto the saddle with all your strength. This just made her blush again.

"Why don't you hold onto me instead?" she asked, taking your left and putting on her hip.

"I don't want to do anything that might distract you." you said, with your eyes still shut.

"Don't be ridiculous, you staying stiff and scared like that is what's really worrying me. Go ahead." she told you. You carefully took your right hand from the saddle and put it on her hip. However, all you did was stretch your hands out to hold onto her, you didn't close the gap at all. "You’re going to fall if you don't hold on properly." she informed you.

"T-t-t-that's ok, this way works." you said, shaking and still keeping your eyes closed.

This only made Esdeath pout she had you all to herself but couldn't make you feel comfortable. She then had an idea, she took the danger beast and made it dive at full speed. This made you scream your lungs out, but you also closed the gap in an instant and were now hugging her tight.

"What was that!?" you shouted. 

"Sorry I thought I saw some danger beasts but it was just some trees." she said blushing and smiling. Her plan worked you were now alone with her and hugging her. 

"(Y/n)! I know you’re scared but we're still on a mission, you need to open your eyes and help me search." she shouted back to you. She could feel you shaking but this was for the sake of the mission and as well a way for her to help you.

"Come on (y/n)! You run at high speeds all the time, there's nothing to be afraid of." she said trying to motivate you.

Hearing her say that made you realize just how pathetic you must've looked, so you slowly opened your (e/c) eyes. You were still scared but at least now you could see.

"Ok my eyes are opened, I did it." you told her.

She kept smiling, she had made you feel safe around and felt that this would bring you closer. After a few more minutes of flying you saw something on one of the mountains.

"Esdeath down there, I think i see them." you said as you pointed down. She then took the beast in for a closer look, and confirmed it was them.

As soon you saw it was them, you stood up while holding onto her, activated your armor and jumped down. You crashed into one and the force killed a few of the others around it. Esdeath followed suit and stuck the rest down either with her ice or her sword.

"Is that it, how disappointing." she said sheathing her sword. 

"I don't think so. There's someone hiding over there." you said, pointing over to some rocks.

"Oh, damn. Looks like I've been found out." said a tall hooded figure, coming out from behind the rocks.

"You must be the one behind these monsters. Your coming with us back to the capital." said Esdeath walking towards the man.

Then he took out a small object from his pocket. Suddenly the ground started to glow and bright light caught both you and Esdeath. When the light faded you saw that were some beach.

You looked around for minute trying to understand what had happened. "Hey, Esdeath could you hit me?" you asked pointing at your cheek.

"(Y/n), I didn't know you were like that. We really are made for each other.” She said blushing.

“I-I-It’s not like that, I just want to check if this is some illusion or trick.” You said quickly trying to eliminate any weird thoughts she might have.

“Oh, I see, very well then.” She said as walked over to you.
You closed your (y/c) eyes and prepared for the impact, but nothing could’ve prepared for what happened. Instead of punching you like you’d asked Esdeath gave a kiss on the libs, your (y/c) eyes flew open. When she took a step back you blushed, and she touched her lips.

“Well this is certainly not an illusion. That felt too good to be fake, not to mention the smell of the forest and ocean and the sound of the waves.” she said explaining her theory.

To get a better view of where you two were, Esdeath created a giant pillar of ice and took both of you high into the sky. You saw that you were on an island with a vast forest and beach, but something else caught your attention it was a giant humanoid danger beast. Esdeath extended another pillar out to reach it as she began to run, you ran past her in lightning form and impaled the smaller human on its forehead on your arm and sent a blast through it. The creature fell to the ground dead.

“Well done (y/n), you quick analyzed its weak spot and brought it down. I’d expect nothing less from you.” she said complementing your skills.

“Thanks, but how do you think we got here?” you asked looking around the island.

“I believe it was due to an imperial arms, they’re a few that can manipulate space. Just like how Wave summons his armor.” She explained, as she brought you two back to the ground.

“Let’s look around and find something to eat, at night I can find out where we are by the stars location.” She suggested, as you both entered the forest. You were secretly impressed that she could something like that.                    
The two of you spent the afternoon gather food, Esdeath kept tempting you with her body by taking off her vest and showing off her white lingerie. Finally night had come and you were able to start a fire and eat what you had gathered. Esdeath invited you to a cliff side so that she could find where the island was. She discovered the island was south of the capital and then suggested taming a fly danger beast to get back. After seeing her do so many incredible things, you felt even more unworthy of her love, so much so that tears began to flow down your face.

“(Y/n), what’s wrong?” she asked with a concerned look.

“How can you be in love with me? We’re nothing alike; you’re strong, smart, beautiful and you’re never afraid of anything. And I’m just someone with a messed up life who got lucky enough to find an Imperial Arms. So how, how can you possibly look at me and say I’m the one you want more than anyone else?” You confessed wiping away the tears from your (e/c) eyes.

“Those are the reasons why I love you. Despite everything that happened to you, you never gave up on trying to come out on top, you didn’t accept the life you were given so you fought until you found a way to have a better one. You saw a chance to escape from be the playthings of others, and even after you joined the Jaegers, you trained to become strong so that you could stay with us.” She said looking you in the eyes as your tears dried up.

“I’ve been surrounded by people who have spent their lives trying to be more than they are, but you want to be more so you can live your life and not for money, power or position but just so you can live. That’s why I want you more than any other, I love you more than anyone else.” She finished, giving you a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
                                 
You then looked each other in the eyes and started kissing, you then started kissing and licking her neck.

“You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to.” She said, breathing heavily.

“If it’s with you then I want to, more than anything.” You said as you fell on top of her. And began taking off her lingerie.

“Is here okay?” you asked putting your lips to her breast and cupping them.

“Of course, touch as you please.” She said, her voice trembled a little.

You then started licking her nipples. She blushed bright red and started let out cute moans. As you ran your hands down to her legs and started to touch her crotch. You kept moving your fingers inside her, even you started to blush and sweat.

“Nn, it keeps gushing out.” You said as she came on your hand. You then sat up and spread her legs.

“Esdeath, I want to go all the way, I don’t want anyone else either. I want to forget all the bad that’s happened to me until I met you.” you said, on your knees.

“I want the same, but take your clothes off too. Just me like this is embarrassing.” She said taking off what she still had on.

You nodded and undressed too. You put your member inside her and began to move. You came after a few minutes. You then kissed each other again, and then she finished. She then pushed you up and sat on your lap, and wrapped her legs around you. You kept going until you both came again. Letting out a deep breath you fell on your back with her on top of you, breathing deeply on your chest.

“I’ll become more than I am so I can always stay by your side. There’s nothing more I want in this life.” You told her, giving her a big kiss on the lips.

“I’ll fight until I’ve made a world where you and I can live any life we want, whether it be in peace or in war.” She said, and kissed you back.

The two of you fell asleep in each other’s arms. Only to be woken up by a bright light the same light that had brought you here. Quickly putting your clothes back on, you grapped her hand and activated your imperial arms and ran at lightning speed with her to the light. You found yourselves back on the mountain from before. Esdeath took a few steps and blew a whistle, a minute later, her flying beast appeared. This time you were happy to see the thing that had frightened you. Esdeath helped you up again and took to the skies. This time you held on close to her without even thinking.

“(Y/n). When we get back you’re going to move into my room.” She said, looking straight ahead. You didn’t know if it was an order or an invitation, all you did was blink, nod and gave her a big smile.